pinkpill time

Yesterday, I just decorated the entire floor for the client visit. I'm not so stress but i was so tired because I just have one assistant who helped me post and change billboards and hang decorations on the ceiling. So I decided to go to Ayala Center ( closest mall from the office ) to buy another EVE ( electric fan ) and of course to check out clothes because I haven't done any shopping for the 3 weeks, suicide right? Another unfortunate "event" happened ( a lot of stupid acts and incidents happen to me in this mall...well, most of the time ). I was with Nanay Win ( my supervisor before and my friend from the office ) and we decided to chow in KFC ( Kentucky Fried Chicken ) because it's not so crowded there. We approached two separate lines. She got her order first and the crew from my line since the crew in my line is still chatting with his colleague while preparing my Strawberry Fizz ( soda with unsweetened Strawberry jam ). While waiting for my Go Go ( chicken ceasar in pita bread ) 3 guys lined up next to me. The first one is a really tall old, should I say matured-looking-German-looking-guy, then a next to him I-don't-care-if-you-think-I-stink-looking guy and then the last person is this I-love-earth-colors-kind-of-guy-and-I-know-I'm-cute-but-I-don't-care-looking guy. I gave him the "hey" ( it's when I look at a person and give him a grin while I nod a bit ) look. he smiled back but when he heard me talk to the crew in English, he kinda backed off as if I'm off limits or something! What's up with that? I mean, I can't speak bisaya ( dialect in Cebu and other islands, south of the PH ) and they don't understand filipino/tagalog ( dialect of most Filipinos ) that much. I gave me a very disappointed look. It's like he wanted to talk to me but since he "thinks" that I'm high maintenance then he's pulling back! I just find it very ludicrous! I felt a bit insecure about myself. I just pretended that it never happened.

After having lunch, we went straight to Circuit City ( specialty shop for gadgets, game consoles, etc. ) to buy a crystal case for my PSP. Nanay Win needs to bounce early so I was left with my flat mate Mona. After purchasing the fan we decided to go home first since her shift starts at 10 in the evening. I'm not really bothered about what happened over lunch but it just bounced back at me. I wanted to write about it immediately because it's my most effective outlet when I feel like a loser. I wanted to look for a hook up as well so I'm choosing for Ayala or any net cafe near UP ( University of the Philippines ). It's a no brainer so I ended up going back to the mall. I texted Teetle ( another friend from the office ) because it's her birthday, not hoping that she'll treat me or anything. She replied and she invited me for dinner and boozing with Gene, Eds and Fordey ( more friends from the office ). Of course I said yes! I want this stupid thought out of me!

I waited in EGG ( net cafe in Ayala ) because Teetle will play 2k8 there before having dinner with the rest of the guys. It's also a good thing that I went online last night because my good friend Audrey is online too! I really miss her! She told me that she's planning to visit me here in Cebu before going home in Batangas with me. Oh, and I just found out that her younger sister Yntil will get married December of this year! We're both excited for her sister! I also asked her opinion if I'm really look maarte ( vain ). She just told me that I'm really born that way and she knows that I can't just change in an instant! I really denied it to her! I'm really not maarte! I eat street food, not even choosy where to go ( except for trekking, hiking and other outdoor stuff that will require me to go in a forest ). She just explained to me that I will really have a hard time making people believe that I'm not like that unless they have already spent a day with me. It made me think, how is it possible if guys are just too afraid to even talk to me! I just hate being judged as that! After a very intense with a touch of mushiness on the side conversation with her, I kinda felt like I want to go home and just sleep on it. But Teetle and the other guys already waited for me so I can't back-out now.

We decided to have dinner in Casa Verde, one of my favorite restos here in Cebu. The place is really cozy and the food is really great plus it's really cheap. . I just ordered a deep fried ham and turkey sandwich while the rest of the guys ordered their mouth watering baby back ribs. After the chow we went to Wine Shop ( a nice bar near Golden Peak ) to drink. Since it's my first time there, they let me try Sangria ( cocktail mix in a pitcher ). It tasted so fruity I didn't even feel that the alcohol is already reaching my head. So I called off the night and just went home while they went to another bar to drink some more.

I got home kinda tipsy and my body feels so hot because of the alcohol. Good thing it helped me forget about that absurd thing that happened. So now I don't really know how to end this blog because my brain is not in its good condition. I'm really not used to having no sleep anymore. Man! is this because I'm going to get older soon?! =(