pinkpill time

Yesterday, I posted some pictures that I took from last weekend and the weekend before that. I got a weird comment from one of my contacts that I look so girly. I admit that I'm not a discreet type of gay guy, I'm more of queer. I don't really care if most of gays here in P.I. are so in "DENIAL" of their preference. Let's admit it, there are a lot of gays around that are actually thinking and saying that they are "bisexual" but haven't really got to do it with a girl (I know because I’m like them when I was 18 or 19). Lame huh? At least I got to do it with a girl back in college and I'm really not seeing myself as a bisexual merely because I’m not seeing myself being romantically involve with a girl. Well I have crushes but it's just because I admire how they dress and how they look without make-up. But I don't think that is enough to raise the flag. Me, girly? Well I admit that I can be at times. My friends can actually tell you that I don't really act or even try to look one. What can I do I'm androgynous. Well don't hate me, I'm not over confident when I said that. Just ask my friends. I'm actually used to the reactions I get from baristas to different cafes when I tell them that my name is Patrick. Even if I try to be butch-Y, I will just make a fool out of me and make them think that I'm a lesbian (and I have nothing against them, they are part of the rainbow). So that comment I got from this contact really made me giggle. But I got annoyed when he actually PM-ed (private message) me saying that it was just his opinion. I was not even offended. May be he kinda got ticked when I replied to his comment that I think he's more girly with his long hair. I don't know if he thinks that he's so butch in his headshot, but I don't really care. I just replied to his comment and it was just my own opinion. If ever this blog will offend him, well I’m not sorry. I’m just publishing what I felt.