pinkpill time

I just want to vent out…

I don’t know how much longer I can keep his secret. I might end up losing so much love and respect for myself if I’ll keep my mouth shut. I’ve been with somebody who’s such a liar! I’ve never been deceive like this. I felt like I’m just being used…I’m not supposed to accept this. I’m not supposed to not do anything about it. I’m the type who always gets even. Why can’t I do it now?! Why can’t I be strong for myself now?! Why am I allowing him to stab my heart and slit my wrist without any warning? I guess this is me being stupid and irrational.